This month's video profile spotlights
charmax.
Click here to download the profile as a 82mb wmv
Click link to watch in HQ on You Tube, or stream at 560x340 below:
Vimeo stream
Password: gonefishing
BAM stream coming soon
In it, she discusses why she vids, how she has evolved, her inspirations, her approach to effects, and more. The profile includes excerpts from the following vids (in order of appearance):
"Seven Nation Army" (Multi), VVC 2009
"Angel With An Attitude" (Pushing Daisies) Feb. 2008
"Smile" (BtVS/AtS) 2004 (2009 remaster)
"Still Breathing" (BtVS/AtS) June 2007
"Unnatural Selection" (Multi) March 2009
"Club Foot" (Life On Mars) May 2006
"Protege Moi" (Supernatural) October 2006
"Candleburn" (Firefly) September 2006
"Birth of a Geisha" (Memoirs of a Geisha) April 2007
"Tanglewood Tree" (Fingersmith) VVC 2008
"Boom Boom Ba" (Xena) October 2004
"Mambo Italiano" (Alias) July 2006
"I'm Your Man" (Multi) July 2008
"No Bravery" (Troy) Sept. 2005
You can see all of her vids at her LJ or at her site, Bronze Ambition.
I hope you enjoy this month's profile. Feel free to share your thoughts here about the topics discussed in the vid, or about the vidder profile series as a whole.
Click here to download the profile as a 82mb wmv
Click link to watch in HQ on You Tube, or stream at 560x340 below:
Vimeo stream
Password: gonefishing
BAM stream coming soon
In it, she discusses why she vids, how she has evolved, her inspirations, her approach to effects, and more. The profile includes excerpts from the following vids (in order of appearance):
"Seven Nation Army" (Multi), VVC 2009
"Angel With An Attitude" (Pushing Daisies) Feb. 2008
"Smile" (BtVS/AtS) 2004 (2009 remaster)
"Still Breathing" (BtVS/AtS) June 2007
"Unnatural Selection" (Multi) March 2009
"Club Foot" (Life On Mars) May 2006
"Protege Moi" (Supernatural) October 2006
"Candleburn" (Firefly) September 2006
"Birth of a Geisha" (Memoirs of a Geisha) April 2007
"Tanglewood Tree" (Fingersmith) VVC 2008
"Boom Boom Ba" (Xena) October 2004
"Mambo Italiano" (Alias) July 2006
"I'm Your Man" (Multi) July 2008
"No Bravery" (Troy) Sept. 2005
You can see all of her vids at her LJ or at her site, Bronze Ambition.
I hope you enjoy this month's profile. Feel free to share your thoughts here about the topics discussed in the vid, or about the vidder profile series as a whole.

Comments
Thank you for making it !
Oh and thanks re: MH commentary. I can't believe it's finally done! Lord that was hard. But now I'm finally free to play in the comm so woohoo!
I'm having so much fun! *splashes* ♥
Oh man, "Midnight Lair". I'm so nostalgic now! Candleburn *still* makes me cry, I love that vid more than words can express!
"Learning new knowledge pushes old knowledge out of my brain" LOL, love it.
I really enjoyed this, great job to you both!
Great profile. I am all swoony over her in a whole new way, mostly because this gives me new and renewed appreciation and understanding regarding her vids. I think I nearly passed out from GLEE over the Protege Moi footage (guh!) and Unnatural Selection may be rather grim on some levels, but that vid always makes me want to dance.
Once again,
Continual thanks for these profiles!
Ha, I thought the same thing!
Glad you're enjoying the series!
Charmax, thank you for an enlightening (and sometimes very funny) window into your process. You're delightful, and I can't wait to see what you do next.
Glad you think so, Laura. I'm trying to learn and improve with each.
*high fives*
I loved Char's line about "...if you complain thats 3 minutes of your life that you'll never get back...you'll live!" & then the guys head gets smacked on a coffin lid. Fucking LOL.
Keep these coming!
Ha! Glad you liked that. Char had some really funny comments, and when I heard that one, I was like "Oh man I've really gotta play this up."
I have been saving this up as a treat to myself after finishing a few big projects at work that have had me working 16 hour days. Ok, I have to also admit I then got The Fear about watching it because Charmax is so amazing and I am shy and thought I might be too overwhelmed to comment about it. But that is silly, because this series is so uplifting and encouraging even though its spotlighting people who I consider to be in some stratosphere high above me as a vidder. I always think it will completely paralyse me to me watch it but then actually it ends up stimulating and inspiring me. :) Thanks, Brad, for such an amazing idea! And honestly, the work on this profile is incredible... I don't think anyone could watch this and not be staggered by the breadth of Charmax's canon of work and her undeniable talent. It is a very beautifully constructed tribute.
Now I'm going to tl;dr in response to charmax's comments! Ignore at will. :)
You'll live
:D I love that! (And I love that Brad used a visual pun there--so you!)
vidding as therapy
I found it fascinating that you started vidding as a way out of depression. I definitely find it brings meaning to my life that nothing else really does. May I ask a terribly personal question (just don't reply if it's inappropriate): did you ever find that came at a price? I have found that while vidding has brought me joy and meaning, it has also unsettled my mental health more than anything else in the past five years. It means so much to me, my fears around it vanishing again and my sorrow when i'm blocked about it are hard to bear. I've been stable for 8 years now but nothing rocks me as close to my old depressive episodes as vidding, and it's a hard line to tread. Any advice? (Hey, a girl may as well ask, right?!)
song choice
I love what you have to say here! I so agree. It's completely intuitive and for me, the song IS the vid.
I also definitely feel the same way about 'happy accidents' on the timeline. As someone who doesn't storyboard, one of the things I often do is just throw clips randomly onto the timeline and see how they look with the track. It's amazing what can come out of that!
effects
I found this section fascinating and I'm in awe of your effects work on both vids. It's the sort of visual imagination that I don't have and which impresses me greatly in others.
simple cross-dissolve transitions
I am SO GLAD that you postscripted that comment with 'I say simple, but...' because my first reaction was 'are you frakking kidding me?!' :) So that was very reassuring. I find transitions very hard and would love to ask you about your tweaking.
female characters/femslassh
It's interesting to me that this seems to have come about completely naturally for you--even though I do think of you as someone who vids strong women very well, I think the fact it's not a conscious political agenda for the most part actually lends your work sincerity. I'd also say what I find about your 'touch' with women in your vids is that it isn't defensive, reactionary or aggressive, and for that reason it's way more effective and powerful and mould-breaking to me--it doesn't feel when I'm watching any of your vids, even 'I'm your man' (bizarrely?) that your characters are reacting to a patriarchy and therefore acknowledging the male gaze in anyway. They're just being themselves and celebrating themselves as people (which happens to be as women) and you're celebrating them as that. IMO, you can't fake that. So I'd say that's that makes you unusual compared even to other people who like, admire or fetishise strong women. (I have no idea if that makes any sense.)
LOL about femslash--so true! Two interesting female characters is the holy grail!
I will always heart your suckerdom for visual puns. (You already know how much I love your 'Six' pun in Unnatural Selection.)
I am trying REALLY hard NOT to tell you that in my eyes you've already definitely created vids that work perfectly on all levels. But since I am invested in you never taking up fishing... OMG KEEP TRYING! :p
I love what Brad did with the head bang and would be more than happy to think that Angel with An Attitude applied to me.
Vidding and the fandom participation that goes with it is definitely a double edged sword. On the one hand vidding absolutely helped me climb out of what seemed like a bottomless pit. It was also great to find a bunch of people who thought it was totally normal to obsess about TV shows and study them in minute detail. It was the point where “you’re weird!” became “you’re home!”
But there is a tipping point. I’m naturally a bit of a perfectionist and sometimes if I can’t make something work if I can’t get it exactly how I want it I can throw myself into a self-involved tailspin that leads to bitterness, self doubt and jealousy. That’s when I have to step away from vidding and vidders for awhile. In fact I have designated the last weekend in every month a computer free zone so that I can remove myself from the, entirely self generated, stresses that go along with this ridiculous hobby.
Sometimes I think song choice is my favourite part of vidding. There are plenty of vids that will only ever exist in my head but I get to “watch” them whenever I play the relevant tracks.
I love those happy accidents! I do storyboard but it’s amazing how often throwing clips on the timeline can help me figure something out.
I can only really do effects work if I see it from the beginning. There have been times when I’ve tried to do something in “post production” but it never feels right and always, to my eyes at least, looks like a tacked on afterthought.
Oh my god, key frames! The day I figured out how to use keyframes was a blessing and a curse. Now it’s all one frame this way, one frame that way, to ease or not to ease. And I’m pretty sure a lot of viewers wouldn’t notice the difference but see above re perfectionist.
Actually, it’s so subconscious that the first time someone mentioned that I vidded a lot of female characters/femslash my instant reaction was “Really! Do I?”
I’m happy to embrace that characteristic of my work . I like the way you describe those vids. Frankly, when I make vids that celebrate women I’m not thinking about men/the male gaze/patriarchy at all.
I am trying REALLY hard NOT to tell you that in my eyes you've already definitely created vids that work perfectly on all levels. But since I am invested in you never taking up fishing... OMG KEEP TRYING! :p
It has crossed my mind to make a gone fishing icon to accompany my next vid post which would amuse me but would also be tempting fate and besides I’m just not that arrogant.
I would think it pretty weird if you didn't!
the last weekend in every month a computer free zone
Oh, that sounds very sane-ifying! I'm glad it helps.
Now it’s all one frame this way, one frame that way, to ease or not to ease.
Wow, that's really cool. I just worked out how to use key frames to change motion--well, to zoom or pan. But I don't know how to do anything else with them. Is it too awful to ask what to 'ease' means? Do you change the opacity with keyframes maybe?
I know perfectionism can be a curse, but you do make beautifully polished vids and as a somewhat-sloppy non-perfectionist, I really admire that!
Yeah, I change the opacity with keyframes. "Ease in/out" is the technical term for changing the speed coming into or out of a keyframe. It applies to motion and opacity and anything else you might keyframe such as colour changes etc. It can make things smoother, more flowing. I don't know which programs have this function I know After Effects does and some versions of Premiere, not sure about Vegas, FCP etc.
For what it's worth your vids certainly don't come across as even remotely sloppy.
That should be the official definition of fandom.
I should definitely adopt your last-weekend-away strategy. I think we all suffer from those types of tailspins, at least to some degree.
(i still vote for the gone fishing icon)
No gone fishing icon in the foreseeable future, I'm afraid.
Good on you both! (Really really good! ;D)
Plus she killed me with the 'Homer Simpson' quote - don't go fishing Charmax, vidding needs you.
Glad you enjoyed it. :)
Great way to spend a cold winters day...